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| Pain...keeps coming my way |
[Monday
04 23,07 | 09|01A] |
I feel:  thoughtfull
Ok, here's the story.
The other day I had like major personal issuses come up. To start, I got into this huge fight with someone that was suppose to be my friend.
( How Dramatic Life Gets )
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| Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all |
[Monday
03 12,07 | 02|12P] |
I feel:  drained
They say it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. Whoever said that couldn't have possibly been in love. I am in love, but I'm starting to question how long it could last with him thousands of miles away from me. It honestly breaks my heart to think like that, but it can't be helped. My life took a turn when I meet Lewis; a turn for the better. I learned that love has no bounds when it's true. I like to believe Lewis and I have true love. So far, our love has lasted a good amount, especially for long distance. We've with-standed cheating, hate, pain, distance. It pains me to think he could be cheating agian.
( More here )
Again with my randomness, but I have been questioning several things in my relationship
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| A man is not worth tears you cry |
[Tuesday
02 20,07 | 01|53P] |
I feel:  numb
A man is not worth your tears.
That's what I've been taught nearly all of my life, but what if that man is the first guy you liked, or is the guy that's an ocean away from you?
( More here )
I know this seems very and extremely random of me, but I feel very strongly about what I just wrote, I've shared it with Lewis and he said it was very deep. This helps my pain go away and I need it to go away to move on in my relationship with Lewis.
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| So bored and lonely |
[Tuesday
02 13,07 | 11|59A] |
I feel:  lonely
1. Person You hung out with:
mom
2. Rode in a car with:
mom
3. Went to the movies with:
momma again.
4. Went to the mall with:
my mom.
5. You talked on the phone to:
dad
6. Made you laugh:
Lewis
7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you:
Lewis then my mom
( more here )
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| Update and website |
[Sunday
02 11,07 | 02|47P] |
I feel:  happy
I'm in such a good mood these days. Lewis and I are doing perfect, better than ever before. We're still engaged, planning on me going over there within the next year or so. I'm getting closer to getting a plane ticket over there. We've talking alot more about our future together, which I like because I need to know if we'll have one and we will have one together.
Also, we started a new fan site together, it's for Kevin Thorn and Ariel from ECW, please, please check it out
Dark Desires
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| 100 Truths |
[Thursday
01 18,07 | 09|06A] |
I feel:  sleepy
001. real name → Dru
002. nickname → Drubaby, and several others my boyfriend calls me but their rather explict
003. single or taken → taken
004. zodiac sign →scorpio
005. male or female → female.
006. elementary → don't remember
008. highschool→ none
010. hair color → dark brown
011. long or short → long
015. are you health freak → I'm healthy, but not a freak
016. height →5'5
017. do you have a crush on someone → yes, engaged to him
018. do you like yourself → yes
019. piercings → ears, getting tonuge again
020. tattoos → not at the moment
021. righty or lefty → left
( Rest Here )
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| What Boradom does to a Person |
[Thursday
01 04,07 | 04|21P] |
I feel:  mellow
TEN FAVORITES
01. televison show: WWE Raw, Prison Break and Nip/Tuck
02. flower: orchid
03. color: black, blue, red, green
04. sport: football and wrestling
05. mall: none really
06. music: rap, hardcore rap and metal
07. food: pizza
08. season: fall
09. animal: cats
10. city: hmmm. none really
( Rest here )
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| Update |
[Wednesday
12 20,06 | 06|08P] |
I feel:  relieved
I had a major, big time, huge ass scare last week and this week. Lewis and I weren't doing too well last week. He went MIA on me for like a week then when he finally gets on, he tells me there was another girl and that he didn't deserve me and we actually broke up for all of 5 mintues. It terrified me, I thought I had lost the love of my life.
( Rest here )
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| So Bored |
[Monday
12 18,06 | 02|09P] |
I feel:  lonely
Are You Happy In Your Life?
[x] You have/had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still together.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
TOTAL: 5
( Read more... )
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| 21 Firsts |
[Saturday
12 16,06 | 12|22P] |
I feel:  relaxed
21 of my firsts..
1.Who was your first prom date?
didn't go, never graduated.
2. Who was your first roommate?
no one, always had my own room
( The rest of my first )
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| Bored |
[Tuesday
12 12,06 | 02|55P] |
I feel:  grumpy
I'm doing this outta bordom and the fact my boyfriend hasn't been on in 2 days and it's really getting to me, kinda pissed off actually.
( Bordom thingy )
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| So freakin bored |
[Sunday
12 10,06 | 07|48P] |
I feel:  bored
() Nacho Libre
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the caribbean 2
(x) Orange County
(x) The Green Mile
(x) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!
( ) Red Eye
( ) Stick It
() She's the Man
(x) 8 Mile
Total so far: 8
( Rest here )
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| Bored |
[Sunday
12 03,06 | 07|09P] |
I feel:  sick
I'm very very bored and my boyfriend, I think, just left
[x] A mother.
[x] A father
[] stepbrother
[] stepsister
[] stepfather
[] stepmother
[] step grandpa
[] step grandma
[]A younger brother.
[] A younger sister.
[x] An older brother.
[] An older sister.
[] Grandfather
[] Grandmother
[x] Cousins
[] Half brother
[]Half sister
( The Rest here )
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| Bored |
[Wednesday
11 29,06 | 07|12P] |
I feel:  thoughtful
Single or Taken: ---taken
Happy about that: --- of course
Siblings: --- 1 brother
Eye color: --- Brown
shoe size: --- 9
Height: --- 5'5"
What are you wearing right now?: ---jeans, green shirt
Righty or lefty: -- left
Can you make a dollar in change right now: --- yes
Best place to go for a date: --- movie/dinner
( The rest )
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| Boredom update |
[Friday
11 24,06 | 04|54P] |
I feel: lonely
I do feel very lonely today, no Lewis and it's like 9:45pm over in England. Oh well, he better on tomorrow. I miss him sooo much.
Anyway, in June, I'm going to my friend Tiffany's graduation and have to leave for 2 weeks. It should be fun, cuz she's having a graduation party and when we're together, we pretty much party like we're 21 year olds when we're only 18 and 17. Terrible, I know.
I think that's it, I'm gonna go now and be bored and lonely
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| Birthday |
[Tuesday
11 21,06 | 09|59P] |
I feel:  tired
Today is my birthday!! I'm offically an adult, I'm 18 today!!! It's been an ok birthday today, I got a few good things, 2 DVDs, How the Grinch Stole Christmas(the cartoon) and Get Rich or Die Tryin, a game, Smackdown vs Raw 2007, and 2 of the teddy bears from WWEshop, the Cena one and the Orton one. They go with my Batista one.
I didn't get my tattoo today, but I will get it before Christmas. I talked to my dad about it more and he said he could take me to the tattoo place and talk to the artist about it.
I got so many b-day wishes today. Lewis wouldn't stop saying it to me. He's sooo sweet, I love him so much. I was getting wishes from a bunch of my net friends. Anyway, I think that's pretty much it. I've had an ok 18th birthday, figured it'd be better, but oh well. My 19th is going to be great, Lewis is already planning it.
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| BORED!! |
[Wednesday
11 15,06 | 12|18P] |
I feel:  bored
I've done 84 out of 138 things
Level One
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 2
( Here )
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