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Scay News

Wed, 23 May 2007 00:56:51 GMT

I got scary news today

Cheating? no. Leaving me? no. It's worse than that. Today, Lewis told me that he had a check up today at the doctors because he had felt, I'm guessing a lump somewhere, he didn't go into detail about it and he thought it was cancer(see why it was scary. The doctor told him that she thinks it isn't cancer but wants to do blood work just in case, ok, not so scary if the doctor thinks it's not cancer; it gets scarier.

Lewis has already had cancer, blood cancer. He tells me this and I get so scared because I don't want to lose Lewis to anything, especially cancer because I lost both of my grandfathers to it and I don't need to lose Lewis to it. I started to cry and he hates it when I cry. I was honestly terrified that Lewis has cancer. I told him that my fear was that his previous cancer came back and he assured me it was never coming back and this could be different but caught it early enough.

We keep talking about it and I told him that if it was cancer that I would be there for him and with him the whole battle. I said if I even had to sit my parents down and tell them about him and our relationship if it means going and being with him to be his support system because no one deserves to be alone during a cancer battle. So, tonight I'm going to pray that it isn't cancer and that Lewis will be ok and everything will be back to normal.

Good News...bad news

Tue, 22 May 2007 03:36:15 GMT

Good news and bad news today...

Here's the good news first.....my daddy is home for 2 weeks from Alaska...yay!!!! Also, more good news, I'm going to Raw on monday June 25th, even bigger yay!!!! It will be a Raw that's on Tv and that is soooooo awesome. ECW will be with them too, so I get to see John, Randy, and Kevin, but that's where the bad news comes in.....

Bad news: Shelly "Ariel" Martinez, my fav diva since Trish left was fired(not even using the word released because it's stupid) about 3 days ago and I was sooo excited to go to the Raw show and see John, Randy, Kevin and Ariel, but no, Stephanie McMahon fires her for getting into an arguement backstage with Batista(whom I'm no longer a fan of) and the fact that Shelly is friends with Melina and Stephanie doesn't like her. It's not cool for firing someone like that.

Anyway, I"m not going to rant because I've let my ranting out over the last 3 days, so I'm done

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Yay worthy News

Sun, 06 May 2007 23:40:46 GMT

I've had yay worthy news the last 2 days

Here's the news. Lewis is planning a trip over here with 2 of his friends. I started crying cuz I was so happy. He's looking into what the city looks like and plane tickets and getting the money. I wanted to jump up and down with happiness. I made him promise that when his week was up here that he would take me back to England with him and take me out of this hell hole. I was brinking on giddy when I heard Lewis was planning this trip.

He'll be staying a week in the hotel behind my house and I think it'll be the right time to tell my family about me and him considering I'll be with him a year when he gets here and I think my disappearance will raise just a few questions amoung the family. I am just soooooo happy about finally be able to see Lewis, other than pictures. I've never been happier; I plan on staying with him the whole week.

Pain...keeps coming my way

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 14:17:50 GMT

I feel: thoughtfull

Ok, here's the story.

The other day I had like major personal issuses come up. To start, I got into this huge fight with someone that was suppose to be my friend.

It started over something dumb then just blew up from there. And it blew up because she took it upon herself to say that my boyfriend, Lewis, and my rlationship with him was her business. Then I hear from her boyfriend, who is also my friend, and tell him that I think she still has feelings for Lewis(she liked Lewis before I got to him), so he gets mad and they fight. She gets mad at me and tells him that I should see why my relationship is her business and she sends me a screen shot from a forum. Turns out, Lewis thought it would be funny to propose to this girl, yeah, I didn't think it was too funny. Anyway, we fought, I asked him why he thought it was funny and he said it was a big mistake. I even asked him to explain everything about it and even told him that I would break up with him if it wasn't a good excuse. He explained and I was pissed, crying pissed. I took off my ring, everything. Now, to make matters worse, this girl has the nerve to tell me that her and Lewis had a "relationship" after he proposed to me. I told Lewis that he better tell her that there was nothing between them, which there was considering Lewis was fucking around with her.

Does it stop there? Of course, that would be to simple of way to end my Saturday. So, Lewis get a message from my best friend's boyfriend saying that I was in love with my friend, the one dating the girl that claimed Lewis was cheating me, again...so he gets a message saying that I moved this guy to my #1 friend on myspace because I was in love with him and when his girlfriend came back I moved Lewis back to #1. Here's the real reason Lewis was #2....he had stopped coming on myspace and my friend suggested that I move him to #1, so I did. Lewis got sad and asked why he wasn't #1, I told him that he was never on myspace anymore, but I moved him back and everything was fine.

Finally, we worked everything out and it's all cool and eveything now, but me and that girl don't talk anymore, she's no longer my friend in anyway. Lewis and I are back to normal, I made him get on his knees and say sorry. I, of course, forgave him. See how dramatic my life. Life of a 18 year old shouldn't be this dramatic, well, as long as people like that girl stay out of the life, it won't be.

Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:31:06 GMT

I feel: drained

They say it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. Whoever said that couldn't have possibly been in love. I am in love, but I'm starting to question how long it could last with him thousands of miles away from me. It honestly breaks my heart to think like that, but it can't be helped. My life took a turn when I meet Lewis; a turn for the better. I learned that love has no bounds when it's true. I like to believe Lewis and I have true love. So far, our love has lasted a good amount, especially for long distance. We've with-standed cheating, hate, pain, distance. It pains me to think he could be cheating agian.

I trust him, I do, but it doesn't make me think differently whe it should. Lewis is my love, my life, the other half of my sould, but what has happened has scarred out love and the scars are visible to anyone willing to look. Another saying is "love like you've never been hurt". I have been trying to love like that, but it doesn't hurt; the pain is beyong hurting, it's at a stabbing pain, driving deeper and deeper everyday that I can't talk to Lewis. I know exactly how my thinking like this upsets Lewis, but he doesn't understand the pain he has caused. Would cheating bring him the same pain that lies within my heart. It might, but the real question posed ot me is could I cheat on him? And the answer comes quick, and it's no; I could never cheat on him, no matter how bad he has burned me.
So, now the real, honest questoin; is it really better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all?

Again with my randomness, but I have been questioning several things in my relationship

A man is not worth tears you cry

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:07:00 GMT

I feel: numb

A man is not worth your tears.

That's what I've been taught nearly all of my life, but what if that man is the first guy you liked, or is the guy that's an ocean away from you?

There is my problem, the guy I'm madly, deeply, painfully in love with lives in England. Lewis Groom, my boyfriend, my future husband; he's the love of my life, the one thing, since Jason, that is right in my life. Love doesn't come without pain; he has cheated on me, broken my heart. When he told me, it felt like I was hit by a truck, but the cheating didn't get to me; he wanted me to hate him for it, and to be honest, I did hate him. Many girls leave men after they've cheated; they didn't love them as much as they claimed. I'm still with Lewis, love can stand through anything. Of course, there are times when I'm scared; scared he might cheat again. I try not to think that, but I can't help it; it's a fear of being hurt again, a fear inside that won't go away. It's a fear that love barely overpowers. Ever since he cheated, a lot of things are different; I feel like I love him more, but what kills is I don't think he loves me more. Love is a very powerful emotion, one that can kill someone, one that paralyzes, one that can even make the blood run ice cold through one's heart and veins. It's the price I have to pay to be with Lewis, a price I'm willing to pay to be with him. It hurts to think of what he's done, but to think then write it about it helps make the pain and hurt ago away. Pain and love, no real differenece between them; some days I would take paive over love, because pain hurts less.

I know this seems very and extremely random of me, but I feel very strongly about what I just wrote, I've shared it with Lewis and he said it was very deep. This helps my pain go away and I need it to go away to move on in my relationship with Lewis.

So bored and lonely

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 18:09:06 GMT

I feel: lonely

1. Person You hung out with:
mom

2. Rode in a car with:
mom

3. Went to the movies with:
momma again.

4. Went to the mall with:
my mom.

5. You talked on the phone to:
dad

6. Made you laugh:
Lewis

7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you:
Lewis then my mom

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R.

1. Pierce your nose or tongue:
had the tongue, and want to get it done again

2. Cheat on someone or be cheated on?
both, recently cheated on

3. Drink whole or skim milk:
neither 2%

4. Die in a fire or get shot?:
get shot, fire is so painful

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies:
my parents, they're great, don't really act like parents anymore

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone:
yes, in love and with him right now

2. Sun or moon:
moon

3. Winter or Fall:
fall

4. left or right:
left

5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends:
2 best friends

6. Sunny or rainy
rainy
A B O U T . Y O U.

1. What time is it:
12:04pm

2. First Name:
Dru

3. Where do you wanna live:
Where ever Lewis is right now, so Hemal Hempstead, England

4. How many kids do you want:
1 and that's it

5. Do you want to get married:
yup, engaged right now

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it:
both

7. Have you ever eaten spam:
I refuse to anything called SPAM, that and I know what's in the stuff

8. Favorite ice cream:
cookie dough

9. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet:
what is this cereal you speak of?

10. Do you cook:
yes, I do, I enjoy cooking

11. Current mood:
lonely, I miss Lewis

I N . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U.

1. Kissed some one:
yes

2. Sang:
of course.

3. Been hugged:
yes

4. Felt stupid:
yes

5. Missed someone:
yeah, do right now

6. Danced Crazy:
sure, who hasn't

7. Gotten your hair cut:
not recently, need trimmed though

8. Cried:
yesteray, reading sad stuff

. S T U F F .

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops:
yes, grabby handed cops too

2. Do you have a Dog:
yeah

3. When's the last time you've been sledding:
hmmm, can't remember

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
depends, I've done both and I think having someone there is better

5. Do you believe in ghosts:
of course

6. Do you consider yourself creative:
yeah, when it calls for it

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Update and website

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 20:53:54 GMT

I feel: happy

I'm in such a good mood these days. Lewis and I are doing perfect, better than ever before. We're still engaged, planning on me going over there within the next year or so. I'm getting closer to getting a plane ticket over there. We've talking alot more about our future together, which I like because I need to know if we'll have one and we will have one together.

Also, we started a new fan site together, it's for Kevin Thorn and Ariel from ECW, please, please check it out

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100 Truths

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 15:21:42 GMT

I feel: sleepy

001. real name → Dru
002. nickname → Drubaby, and several others my boyfriend calls me but their rather explict
003. single or taken → taken
004. zodiac sign →scorpio
005. male or female → female.
006. elementary → don't remember
008. highschool→ none
010. hair color → dark brown
011. long or short → long
015. are you health freak → I'm healthy, but not a freak
016. height →5'5
017. do you have a crush on someone → yes, engaged to him
018. do you like yourself → yes
019. piercings → ears, getting tonuge again
020. tattoos → not at the moment
021. righty or lefty → left

FIRSTS :

022. first surgery → knee surgery
023. first piercing → ears.
024. first best friend → hmm, can't remember where I met her
025. first award → softball
026. first sport you joined → softball
027. first pet → Carmen
028. first vacation → hmm, the first one I remember is when me and friends all went to Mexico
029. first concert → don't remember
030. first crush → Richie

CURRENTLY :

049. eating → nothing
050. drinking → nothing.
052. i'm about to → do nothing
053. listening to → Seize The Day-Avenged Sevnfold
055. waiting for → to see if Lewis gets on
057. wearing → shirt and jeans

YOUR FUTURE :

058. want kids? → yes.
059. want to get married?→ yes. getting married
060. careers in mind? → i'm 18 and don't really know, my plans got all fucked up when I got engaged

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :

068. lips or eyes? → eyes.
069. hugs or kisses → both.
070. shorter or taller → taller.
072. romantic or spontaneous? both.
073. nice stomach or nice arms → both
074. sensitive or loud → in between.
075. hook-up or relationship → relationship.
077. trouble maker or hesitant? →right in the middle

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. kissed a stranger → I was suppose to but friends stopped me cuz I was going to
079. drank bubbles → no.
080. lost glasses/contacts → yeah.
081. ran away from home → yes, came back though
082. broken any bones → wrist,finger
084. broken somone's heart → yes, but not purpose
085. been arrested → yes, stupidest things ever
086. turned someone down → yes
087. cried when someone died → of course, still crying when I think of him
088. liked a friend → yup. never do that again

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. yourself→ yeah
090. miracles → yes.
091. love at first sight → yes
092. heaven → yes
093. santa clause → no.
094. sex on the first date → depends
095. kissing on the first date → yes.
096. angels → yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
No, I'm with the person I wanna be with and I can't have the other(Cena)

099. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
I did try it but it didn't work out too well

100. do you believe in god?
sometimes, I question some of the things he does

What Boradom does to a Person

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 22:35:44 GMT

I feel: mellow

TEN FAVORITES
01. televison show: WWE Raw, Prison Break and Nip/Tuck
02. flower: orchid
03. color: black, blue, red, green
04. sport: football and wrestling
05. mall: none really
06. music: rap, hardcore rap and metal
07. food: pizza
08. season: fall
09. animal: cats
10. city: hmmm. none really

TEN FACTS
01. hometown: Boston
02. hair color: dark brown(almost black)
03. hair length: long
04. hair style: layerd, slightly straight
05. eye color: brown
06. shoe size: 9 or 9 1/2..or as my bro would said grande zapota
07. mood: hmm
08. orientation: straight
09. available?: nope
10. lefty/righty: lefty

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love: yeah, so maddly in love right now
02. do you believe in love: of course
03. why did your last relationship fail? I moved, he was a dirtbag anaway
04. have you ever been heartbroken: yes
05. have you ever broken someone's heart: yes
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: no, but I have fallen for a friend
07. have you ever 'loved' someone but never told them: no
08. are you afraid of commitment: no, hello, getting married
09. have you ever had a secret admirer: not really
10. do you believe in love at first sight: yes, of course

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money: a little of both
02. hard liquor or beer: hard liquor
04. one night stands or relationships: relationships
05. televison or internet: both, i'd die without both
06. pepsi or coke: eww neither, hand me a Mountain Dew
07. wild night out or romantic night in: wild night out then a romantic one the day after(after the hang over goes away of course)
08. colored or black and white pictures: black and white(much prettier)
09. phone or in person: In person
10. aim or myspace:AIM

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: yes
02. have you ever skinny dipped: no
03. have you ever done something you regret: yeah
04. have you ever bungee jumped: nope
05. have you ever been on a house boat: no
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: yeah
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yes,
10. have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? no

TEN EMOTIONS
01. are you missing someone right now: yes
02. are you happy: yeah
03. are you talking to anyone right now: no
04. are you bored: yes
05. are you german: part
06. are you irish: no
07. are you french: No
08. are you Italian: no
09. are your parents still married: yeah but my dad's on a boat in Alsaka cuz of the military
10. do you like someone right now: yes, my fiancee, my Lewis

Update

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 00:22:31 GMT

I feel: relieved

I had a major, big time, huge ass scare last week and this week. Lewis and I weren't doing too well last week. He went MIA on me for like a week then when he finally gets on, he tells me there was another girl and that he didn't deserve me and we actually broke up for all of 5 mintues. It terrified me, I thought I had lost the love of my life.

We finally both calmed down and talked about us and where we were headed together. We decided to postpone our engagement and our wedding until we've been together longer; we did get engaged 3 months into our relationship. We are going to be ok, at least I hope we are. Then today, after another week of being MIA, I finally got to talk to him about us again and asked him if he wanted to be with me and he said yes of course he did. I told him I was trying to do something bad and we both decided that I'm going to save money over the next few months and move over there when I have the money to. We also came to the conclusion that we're both going insane without each other. He even threatened to hurt himself, I really hope he doesn't.

Anyway, I think I'm done, I just hope Lewis and I are alright.

So Bored

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 20:20:29 GMT

I feel: lonely

Are You Happy In Your Life?

[x] You have/had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still together.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
TOTAL: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You NEVER cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
TOTAL: 7

[x] You have over 50 "friends" on myspace.
[] You have pictures on myspace.
[] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[x]Your parents give you money when you ask.
[] You collect something normal.
[] You look foward to going to school for friends.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
TOTAL: 3

[] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are fine with your appearance.
[] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have never gotten a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
TOTAL: 4

[] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[X] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 12 songs.
[] You dont have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
TOTAL: 6

OVER ALL TOTAL: 25
Multiply by 3
PERCENTAGE: 75%

I'm 75% happy with my life, I could probably use to be happier but oh well

21 Firsts

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 18:37:02 GMT

I feel: relaxed

21 of my firsts..

1.Who was your first prom date?
didn't go, never graduated.

2. Who was your first roommate?
no one, always had my own room

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
Fuzzy Navel

4. What was your first job?
me work? hahaha that's funny

5. What was your first car or truck?
don't have one, but first one i drove was my mom's van

6. When did you go to your first funeral?
i was 11, my grandfathers funeral

7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
3

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
yeah, like i remember

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Flordia to Alaska

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
hmm, I can't remember the last time I snuck out, a while ago, before I moved

11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
Danny K....I don't really remember him too much but I was told we were pretty much inseperable

12. Where was your first sleepover?
don't remember

13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
Jason, a few days before my 15th b-day, I had a really bad day. He was always able to put a smile on my face no matter what(i miss him sooo much)

14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomate?
no one's, I was suppose to be in my cousins but that didn't happen, thank god

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
fix my hair and lay back in bed

16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
can't say, so much happened, I dont' really remember much(one too many beers that night :D...)

17. First tattoo or piercing?
ears, 2 weeks old

18. First celebrity crush?
like i remember

19. Age of first real kiss?
12

20. First crush?
this guy named Richie McDuffee, I know that says he's a loser there in his name. We were friends in 8th grade but then in high school, I meet Jason and fell in love with him.

21. First love?
Jason Kelly, he was sooo great, funny, handsome, type of guy that could put a smile on anyone's face when they meet him. Another life cut short. :(

Bored

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 19:55:23 GMT

I feel: grumpy

I'm doing this outta bordom and the fact my boyfriend hasn't been on in 2 days and it's really getting to me, kinda pissed off actually.

Do you have the following in your bedroom:

Condoms: Nope.
Cell phone: yes
Chair/stool: Chair.
Book shelf: Nope.
Dresser: 2 of them
Computer/laptop:laptop
Bean bag: Nope.
pictures: Sure do.
Mirror: 2 of them(don't ask
Skateboard: Nope.
Bed: yes
Clothes on the floor: yeah(i'm a teenage girl, what do you want)
Surfboard: Nope.
Wakeboard: Nope.
Smoke detector: no
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: Nope.
Locking door: yes
Bottle of water: no.
Blacklight: Nopeness.
medals/ribbons:yeah right
Awards: no
CDs: yeah, somewhere
Flag: n o
Stop sign/any sign: no, but i have a no trespassing sign on my door
Paintball/Airsoft gun: Nah.
Real Gun: Nope.
Cigarettes: Nope.
Pot: Nope.(i wish i did thoug, i could use some)
Any drug:advil count?
Alcohol: Nah.
Books: Sure do.
Nintendo: Nopeness.
Xbox: Nopeness.
PS: yes, PS2
Stereo: Yessir.
Television: Yessir.
Lighter: I do.
Gum: Nope.

How many windows do you have in ur room?
Just one.

What is the color of your walls?
this ugly tan

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
My room.

What color is your bed sheet?
Purple and green

How long have you been in that room?
7 months

What's on your wall?
pictures, John Cena poster, clock

Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
not in this room, my old room, plently of times

Has the opposite sex been on your bed?
yes

Slept in your bed?
yes
Ever had sex in your bed?
yes, but not in my room now

Anyone other than you ever had sex in your bed?
god no

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
just me

Do you like your bedroom:
yeah

So freakin bored

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 00:48:10 GMT

I feel: bored

() Nacho Libre
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the caribbean 2
(x) Orange County
(x) The Green Mile
(x) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!
( ) Red Eye
( ) Stick It
() She's the Man
(x) 8 Mile

Total so far: 8

( )The Princess Bride
( ) SNL's The Best of Will Ferrell
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
() Fun With Dick and Jane
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
() Saw III
(x) White Noise
(x ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total so far: 16

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp

Total so far: 27

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Cinderella Man
(x) The village
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total so far: 36

(x) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
() I, Robot
() Robots

Total so far: 42

(x) Dodgeball
() Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
()Deep Impact
() KingPin
(x) Meet The Parents
() Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() King Kong (2005)

Total so far: 46

(x) Mean Girls
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x ) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle my fav movie
() Practical Magic
() Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards

Total so far: 61

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x) Seed Of Chucky
(x) Bride Of Chucky
(x) 10 Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
() Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember The Titans
() Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
(x) Friday Night Lights

Total so far: 74

() Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
() Lucky Number Seven
() Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
(x) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
() Predator I
() Predator II
() Superstar
(x) Ice Age
() Ice age 2 The Meltdown

Total so far: 78

(x) Independence Day
() Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
() ET
( ) Scared of so badly
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

total so far: 87

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
() The Terminator
() The Terminator 2
() The Terminator 3

Total so far: 93

(x) X-Men 1
(x) X-Men 2
(x ) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
() Spider-Man 2
() Sky High dont know y
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek2

Total so far: 106

(x) Swimfan
() Miracle
() Old School
(x) K-Pax
() Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
() Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
() Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
(x) Boogeyman
() The 40-year-old-virgin
(x) The Hills Have Eyes

Total: 111

Bored

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 00:09:25 GMT

I feel: sick

I'm very very bored and my boyfriend, I think, just left

[x] A mother.
[x] A father
[] stepbrother
[] stepsister
[] stepfather
[] stepmother
[] step grandpa
[] step grandma
[]A younger brother.
[] A younger sister.
[x] An older brother.
[] An older sister.
[] Grandfather
[] Grandmother
[x] Cousins
[] Half brother
[]Half sister

01. Are you a child of the 70's, 80's, or 90's?
80's.

02. Where were you born?
Mass.

03. If you were born in another country how old were you when you moved?

04. What city did you grow up in?
Boston then New York

05. Did you enjoy your childhood?
yeah

06. When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grow up?
a bunch of things, i can't remember just one single thing

07. Favorite toy line?
Whoever makes the barbies and the people that made the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

08. Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid?
going to the beach.

09. What was your first best friend's name?
Alaina

10. Are you still friends?
kinda, really don't talk much

11. How did you meet?
neighborhood

12. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
like i remember

13. Who was your first crush?
he's name was Shea,

14. Were you closer to your Mom or Dad as a kid?
my daddy

15. Do you have any embarrassing school stories to share?
not really

16. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?
don't remember, or maybe i don't want to remember

17. What was your favorite food to eat?
Pizza. Still is.

18. How old is a good age to have kids?
i'm not really sure, maybe mid 20s

19. Are you scared of anything?
I am.

20. What was your favorite class in primary school?
art

21. Do you buy school lunch or bring your own?
buy

22. Broke any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid?
yes, i broke my wrist

23. Been in a school play?
yes

24. Favorite board game of all time?
life

25.do u think ur a cool kid?
hell yeah, i still think i'm cool

26. Did u ever get grounded?
yes i did

27. Seriously are you still just a kid at heart?
yes i am

28. What was your Favorite memory at the "Roller Coaster"?
Que?

29. Had any braces, glasses, or piercings?
glasses and piercings

30. Would you relive your childhood if given the chance?
none, i'm very happy with my life now and i think i wouldn't be me i changed anything

Bored

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 00:12:53 GMT

I feel: thoughtful

Single or Taken: ---taken

Happy about that: --- of course

Siblings: --- 1 brother

Eye color: --- Brown

shoe size: --- 9

Height: --- 5'5"

What are you wearing right now?: ---jeans, green shirt

Righty or lefty: -- left

Can you make a dollar in change right now: --- yes

Best place to go for a date: --- movie/dinner

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FAVORITES

kind of pants-- jeans

Number: --- 27

Animal: --- cat

Drink(non alcoholic): --- Mountain Dew

Sport: -- don't really have one

Month: --- November

Juice: -- orange

Favorite cartoon character:--- don't have one

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Have You Ever...

Given anyone a bath: --- yes

Bungee Jumped?: --- No!

Made yourself throw-up?: no

Gone skinny dipping?:no

Eaten a dog?: a hotdog, yes i have

loved someone so much it made you cry?: kinda

Broken a bone?: yes

Played truth or dare?: Yeah

Been on a plane?: yes

Came close to dying?: yes and no

Been in a sauna?:no

been in a hotub?: yes!

Swam in the ocean?: Yep

Fallen asleep in school?: yes

Ran away?: yes

Broken someone's heart?:yes

Cried when someone died?: yes

Cried in school?: yes.......

Fell off your chair?: one time

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: no

Saved e-mails?: of course

Made out with JUST a friend?: yes

Used someone?: yes and no

Been cheated on?:yes
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What is...

Your good luck charm?: i don't really have one

New fav. song?: Riot by Three Days Grace

What is beside you?: a lot of shit

What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Dove
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Ever Had..

Chicken pox: ---yes

Sore Throat: --- who hasn't?

Stitches: --- yepp

Broken nose: no
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Do You...

Believe in love at first sight?: yes

Long distant relationships?: not really

Like school?: no

Question??

Who was the last person that called you?: my mom

Who was the last person you slow danced with?: a long ass time ago

Who makes you smile the most?: my boyfriend, Lewis, makes me smile no matter what

Who knows you the best? Lewis and probably my friend Tiffany

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Do you like filling these out: sometimes, when i'm bored

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: glasses

Do you like yourself: yes

Do you get along with your family?: sometimes

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Are You...

Obsessive Compulsive?: no

Suicidal?:have been, but not anymore
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Final Questions:

What did you do yesterday: --- sat on my ass all day.

Hated someone in your family?: yes, but got over it

Gotten any awards?: indeed.

What car/truck do you wish to have? 360 F Ferrari Spider

Where do you want to get married?: a beach maybe, still planning that

Good driver?: fabulous.

Good Singer?: depends

Have a lava lamp?: had

How many remote controls are in your house?:too many to count

What was your last dream about?: i'm not sure, can't really remember it

When you last showered: this afternoon

Scary or Funny Movies? both

Chocolate or Vanilla? ---chocolate

Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper? rootbeer

Skiing or Boarding? boarding.

Summer or winter? neither, fall

Silver or Gold? --- silver

Diamond or pearl? --- Diamond

Sprite or 7up? neither

Coffee or sweet tea? neither

Phone or in person? in person

are you oldest, middle or youngest? youngest

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Today did you...

1. Talk to someone you liked: all day

2. Buy something: nope

3. Get sick?: still sick

8. Talked to an ex?: no

9. Miss someone?: not really
________________________________________________

Last person who....

10. Slept in your bed?: me

11. Saw/heard you cry?: hmm, can't rmember

12. Made you cry?: Jason, not his fault, i cry when i think of him

13. Went to the movies with?: my mom

15. Said "I Love You"?: my boyfriend
____________________________________________

16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? not really

18. Been to Mexico?:yes

19. Been to Canada?: yes

20. Been to Europe?: no, but i will be living there
_________________________________________________

Random.....

21. Do you have a crush on someone right now: yes, dating him

22. What book are you reading now? nothing

23. Best feeling in the world?: success.

24. Future KIDS names?: not really planning on kids, I'm 18, i'm young

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no

26. What's under your bed?: who knows

27. Favorite sports to watch?: wrestling

28. Favorite Locations?: anywhere with Lewis

29. Piercing/Tattoos? --- Yupp/ and will soon

30. What are you most scared of right now?: losing Lewis

31. Who do you really hate?: not sure

32. Do you have a job?: hopefully

33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yeah

34. Are you lonely right now?: yes, Lewis just left

38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?: nothing

39. Have you ever played strip poker?:yes

40. Have you ever gotten beat up?: yes and no

42. Have you ever been on radio/TV?: yepp!!

43. Have you ever been in a "mosh-pit"?: yes

44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you?: kinda
___________________________________________

Random...

what color is your underwear right now?: black

Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex (visual)?: hair, eyes, musculature

Your Favorite Food?:pizza

Ever get so drunk you dont remember the night before?: yes

Hair color?: dark brown

Are you too shy to ask someone out?: kinda

Aim? --- Cenashonie

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? none

Dogs or cats? cats

Favorite Flower? orchid

Have you ever fired a gun? yes

Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? yes

How many pillows do you sleep with? 5

Who are you missing right now?: Lewis

Boredom update

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 21:54:36 GMT

I feel: lonely

I do feel very lonely today, no Lewis and it's like 9:45pm over in England. Oh well, he better on tomorrow. I miss him sooo much.

Anyway, in June, I'm going to my friend Tiffany's graduation and have to leave for 2 weeks. It should be fun, cuz she's having a graduation party and when we're together, we pretty much party like we're 21 year olds when we're only 18 and 17. Terrible, I know.

I think that's it, I'm gonna go now and be bored and lonely

Birthday

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:59:39 GMT

I feel: tired

Today is my birthday!! I'm offically an adult, I'm 18 today!!! It's been an ok birthday today, I got a few good things, 2 DVDs, How the Grinch Stole Christmas(the cartoon) and Get Rich or Die Tryin, a game, Smackdown vs Raw 2007, and 2 of the teddy bears from WWEshop, the Cena one and the Orton one. They go with my Batista one.

I didn't get my tattoo today, but I will get it before Christmas. I talked to my dad about it more and he said he could take me to the tattoo place and talk to the artist about it.

I got so many b-day wishes today. Lewis wouldn't stop saying it to me. He's sooo sweet, I love him so much. I was getting wishes from a bunch of my net friends. Anyway, I think that's pretty much it. I've had an ok 18th birthday, figured it'd be better, but oh well. My 19th is going to be great, Lewis is already planning it.

BORED!!

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 17:18:09 GMT

I feel: bored

I've done 84 out of 138 things

Level One
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
() Slept With A Co-worker
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
(x) Been Arrested
() Made Out With A Stranger
() Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School Or A Class
() Seen Someone / Something Die
(x) Shoplifted

SO FAR: 11

Level 5
() Had A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
() Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding/Skiing
() Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) "Liked" Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
() Had A Tea Party
() Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 26

Level 10
() Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(x) Watched The Sun Set
() Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Robbed Someone
(x) Been Misunderstood
() Pet A Deer

SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 33

Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
() danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 35

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Looked
() Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
() Been Obsessed With Post-It Notes

SO FAR: 37

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean / Gulf
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 41

Level 16

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
() Sang Karaoke
() Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 42

Level 17

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 45

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

SO FAR: 50

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
(x) Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped by a Monkey

SO FAR: 53

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Screamed "Penis" In Class
()Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 53

Level 21
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

So FAR: 55

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 5 Hours
(x) Stayed Up All Night

SO FAR: 59

Level 23
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
() Had / Been In A Tree House
(x) Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 61

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have / Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been To Jail / Visit

SO FAR: 64

Level 25
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(x) Been Told You're Hott By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 69

Level 26
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It
() Made A Porno Video
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 72

Level 27
() Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
() Slept Naked
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(x)Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 77

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
() Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 78

Level 29
(x) Been Used
() Fell Going down The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 81

Level 30
() been shot at
(x) flattened someone tires
(x) Rode your car until the gas light came on
(x) got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total:84

90 Questions

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:50:13 GMT

I feel: loved

Talking to Lewis, but bored

1. How old will you be in five years?
23

2. What month is your birthday?
November

3. How tall are you?
5'5

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
birthday and Christmas

5. What's the last movie you saw in theaters?
The Marine (GREAT MOVIE) Cena is so HOTT

6. Who is the last person you called?
my mom

7. Who was the last person to call you?
mom

8. What was the last text message you recieved?
brother

9. Do you prefer call or text?
call

10. Do you have any pets?
2 dog and 4 cats

11. What were you doing at 2am last night?
Sleeping

12. question got deleted..
??

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
last night before bed

14. What time did you wake up today?
9 am

15. What are you wearing right now?
My pajamas

16. What's your favorite Christmas song?
don't really have one, i love Christmas but hate the music

17. Where is your favorite place to be?
as long as I'm with Lewis then anywhere really

18. Where is your least favorite place to be?
not sure

19. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
probably Italy

20. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
married(that'll happen with in the next year or 2) and probably kids, not sure about that yet

21. Do you tan or burn?
burn then tan

22. As a child, what did you fear was going to get you at night?
not really sure

23. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Lewis

24. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3

25. Who do you miss most?
Jason, one of my best friends

26. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
laptop

27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.

28. What color are your sheets?
green

29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
5(body pillow then 2 on each side of my bed)

30. What is your favorite season?
fall

31. What do you like about fall?
it's not to cold and not to hot

32. What do you like about winter?
snow

33. What do you like about the summer?
Nothing

34. How many states have you lived in?
3

35. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
3

36. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
shoes

37. Are you a social person?
sometimes

38. What was the last thing you ate?
Turkey burger and cookies(i know healthy)

39. What is your favorite restaurant?
pizza placed called Cicii's Pizza

40. What is your favorite ice cream?
cookie dough

41. What is your favorite dessert?
ice-cream

42. What is your favorite kind of soup?
i don't like soup

43. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
don't really eat them but grape

44. Do you like Chinese food?
eww

45. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
2

46. What do you drink in the morning?
orange juice

47. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i sleep alone right now but that's changing very soon

48. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
kinda in the middle right now

49. Do you know how to play poker?
yes

50. Do you like to cuddle?
maybe

51. Have you ever been to Canada?
yes

52. Do you have an addictive personality?
not really

53. Do you eat out or at home more often?
eat out

54. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
my druggie of an anut and that's it

55. Do you want kids?
not really

56. Do you speak any other languages?
little spanish

57. Have you ever gotten stitches?
yes

58. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes

59. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
pool

60. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
aisle

61. Do you know how to drive a stick?
yes

62. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
SHOPPING

63. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Yeah

64. What is your favorite TV show?
Prison Break, WWE, Charmed, Sex in the City, Queer as Folk and a bunch others

65. Can you roll your tongue?
yes

66. Who is the funniest person you know?
don't know

67. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no, i have a small pillow

68. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
John Cena

69. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
no, a few shirts though

70. What color are your bedroom walls?
ugly tan and green

71. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
Yes

72. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Close

73. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
hmmm, maybe the bear, better chance of living

74. Do you flirt a lot?
kinda, but i'm getting married soon, so i only flirt with Lewis

75. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ketchup

76. What is your favorite food?
pizza

77. Can you change the oil on a car?
yes

78. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
yes

79. Have you ever run out of gas?
no, but i have run one empty and got to the gas station on fumes

80. What is your usual bedtime?
whenever i fall asleep

81. Do you read the newspaper?
Sometimes.

82. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
no

83. Best comedian?
George Lopez

84. Do you watch soap operas?
no

85. Do you dance in the car?
sometimes

86. Do you think your crazy?
yes, i wouldn't be me if i wasn't

87. Club in Tampa or Orlando?
Orlando

88. Win the lottery or own a private island?
Private Island.

89. Famous or rich?
Rich

90. Own a big house or own a nice car and a Yacht?
i'll go with all 3

Boredom

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:14:45 GMT

I feel: bored

YOU:
[Relationship status]- engaged
[Parents Still Together]- yes but dads on a boat in Alaska
[Siblings]- 1 brother
[Pets]- 2 dogs, 4 cats

LOVE:
[You believe in love at first sight?]- yes
[You believe in "the one?"]- yes
[Too shy to make the first move?]- sometimes

WHAT DO YOU WANT:
[Where do you want to live]- with Lewis, as long as we're together, i don't care
[How many kids do you want]- 1, 2 at the most
[Do you want to get married]- yes and i am getting married

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
[Bought something]- not with my own money
[Gotten sick]- nope
[Sang]- Sure have.
[Felt stupid]- kinda
[Gotten high]- no, but i wish
[Danced crazy]- nonpe
[Gotten your hair cut]- no
[Watched cartoons]- yes
[Lied]- Nope.
[Hung out with friends]- Nah.

BASED ON YESTERDAY;; LAST PERSON THAT:
[Slept in your bed]- me
[Saw you cry]- no one
[Saw a movie with you]- my mom
[Kissed you]- Momma.
[Hugged you]- mom
[Held you hands]- No one.
[Smacked you]- no one
[That you talked on the phone with]- none
[Texted you]- Lewis

HAVE YOU EVER:
[Been to California]- no
[Been to New York]- yes, lived there
[Been to Europe]- No
[Wished you were the opposite sex]- No.

HONESTLY:
1. Honestly, what song are you listening to?
none right now, unless Mythbusters count as music

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
Lewis and where the hell is he

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
this...duh

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
breakfast with my mom and went and bought things

5. Honestly, what did you do yesterday?
nothing, sat around all day talking to Lewis

X-X-X-X-X-X-X

1. Do you give the peace sign a lot?
no, but i use to, everytime i said bye to my friend Roman

2. How many Abercrombie polos do you own?
none, i would burn them before i have one

3. Whens the last time you kissed someone?
if over the computer counts, yesterday

4. Who was it that you kissed?
Lewis, only if over the computer counts

5. Can you do a cartwheel?
Nope.

6. Would you skate goofy or regular?
both

7. How many times have you been to the mall this week?
none

8. Do you regret something you did yesterday?
Nope.

9. Have you ever been tubing?
I have.

10. Has school started yet?
yes, but like i'm going

11. Do you own a guitar?
i did

12. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes

13. Who do you love?
family, Lewis, and friends

14. Who do you hate?
don't talk to her anymore, but she knows who she is

15. Crayons or markers?
Both.

16. What age do you wish you were?
probably 18 or 19, but i'll be 18 in a few weeks

17. Do you shower facing the shower head or with your back to it?
Only when I'm washing my hair to I have my back facing it.

18. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Nope.

19. What is the closest object to your right now?
a lot of things

20. Do you like school?
no, why do you think i'm not there

21. How many windows are up on your computer?
2

22. Do you share your computer with anyone?
no

23. What kind of cell phone do you have?
flip/camera phone by LG

24. What color are your walls?
this ugly tan and green color, painting soon and the Marine movie poster

25. Are you wearing socks?
Nope.

26. How many hours did you sleep last night?
5 or 6

27. Did you ever get the chicken pox?
yes, don't remember when

30. Have you been outside your house yet today?
yes

31. What is the last movie you saw in theatres?
The Marine.

32. Did you like it?
ehh

Upset

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 22:07:15 GMT

I feel: upset

I don't know why, but I'm sooooo upset right now, maybe it's cuz I'm getting sick of Lewis living in England and not over with me. I just feel like crying over it but I know it's not gonna help anything cuz he won't be living here till next year.

Plus, it doesn't help very much that he told me that he's still friends with his ex and it wouldn't matter that much if she wasn't still trying to get back with him. He's even told her that he's with someone and going to get married. It just pisses me off that she would try it with him again. He told me they hugged today and she kissed his neck. She's really lucky I don't live over there.

I'm gonna go and try to veny my anger and being upset

Update

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 18:01:58 GMT

I feel: bored

I'm really bored right now and really have nothing to talk about, so I think I'll update with some of my new graphics that I made today

They're Prison Break icons and sigs, I love that show, one of the best on the air, next to Nip/Tuck, anyway, comments are always welcomed about anything I make

Icons:

Sigs:

This is what bordom can do to a person

Halloween

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 18:46:25 GMT

I'm posting this today cuz I might not be on tomorrow. My mom is throwing a Halloween party tomorrow and I have things to do for it. Decorating, cleaning, making food. Everyone has to dress up in costumes, including me. I'm going to Malice in Wonderland, which the dress is just black and white instead of blue and white.

New news on my love life, Lewis and I already have plans for our first Halloween together. We're dressing up as vampires, fangs, blue eyes, everything. Even more news, we plan on moving to England when I finish college and when we have the money and then we plan on getting married over there.

That's all for the day, I'm gonna go and be bored for the rest of the day

I feel : hyper